For many moons ago there walked
Into the distant horizon ..their journey.
The hurtling bus comes to a crowded stop .
In the sea of humanity I am but a drop.
Alighting quickly I am one amongst the rest.
In the eternal rat race to be only the best.
With the monotonous dreariness of the treadmill
I walk on and up, towards a summitless hill.
With a cursory glance I see the robot army of which I am part
The mechanical motions and the dull steel of the heart.
An unthinking, unfeeling, a dullened and numbed mind
Only a zombie like dream state seems left behind.
The diaphanous curtain billows over the window sill.
Night settles into weary eyes with their eyelashed frill.
Then Sleep lifts me from this world of automaton
And I gently drift the streets with Hope as a beacon.
I reach this hill that was blue in the distant.
Seemed so familiar I knew it in an instant.
In the fraction of a moment I scaled it to the top
For I hitched a ride on a cloud as a rain drop !
All six senses seem alive and well
When in this dream state I seem to dwell......
Which of these worlds, has my life taken?
From which of these dreams do I need to awaken?

An unfeeling stoical look is worn
And soon to the lowest bidder will be sold
Wispy. Black .
The swirling disembodied string
Drifted into sublime nothingness.
Leaving in its wake
An exhausted wick
In a charred earthen lamp.
Returning dust to dust
But from beyond the Styx
Will there rise the Phoenix ?
All aflame with energies anew
To rebuild a life he had bid adieu ?
If he does , then why did he leave ?
If he left , then why retrieve?

Always when it is time that the day is done
And the darkness of night has just about begun
And the sun nuzzles the breasts of distant hills
And the homeward bird gives out hurried shrills,
That I sense a certain fear envelope my mind
And I can feel something creeping up from behind .
What was that behind the door? A scurrying mouse?
Worried I set off running, from the house ...
Soon my hurrying feet settle into a rhythmic trot
Though my furrowed brow is still with anxiety fraught
My heart beats faster and I quicken my pace
Then some perspiration begins to lace my face .
A little further up and then I turn around
To return home with a confidence newly found !
No eerie silence on entering do I find
Nor the lengthening shadows I had left behind
That were those of the kilos I had lost earlier
And were now trying to get back on to my derriere!!
With a TRIUMPHANT smile I am glad I do not baulk
At the thought of my daily evening walk !!!
Writer's Island : Prompt "Triumph" 18 April 08
